I Have Severe OCD | The Secret Life of Lele Pons
Lele Pons
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It’s no secret Lele Pons is one of the most successful social media icons with over 40 million followers and considered an internet trailblazer for her contributions to various platforms. Known for her unfiltered videos, candid humor and crazy stunts, Lele’s storytelling arch takes a more serious tone as she opens up to the world with her deepest secret. Through access to private moments, emotional interviews and never seen before footage, Lele reveals her life long struggle with OCD among other mental health conditions and doesn’t shy away from the most intimate details of her battle.
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Produced by: Shots Studios
Directed by: Alicia Zubikowski

  • Lele Pons
    Lele Pons

    Thank you everyone for supporting me. I hope you enjoy this docu-series and learn about OCD, Tourettes, and other things. LIKE the video if you watch it! I'll see you next Tuesday for episode 2 :)

    • Flores E
      Flores E

      I love you and I Respect you

    • Kaitlan Gabbitas
      Kaitlan Gabbitas

      I am so sorry I love you lele u am crying because my cousin when thought the same thin I am sorry 😭😭😭I love u

    • Laura Schmidt
      Laura Schmidt

      I am your biges fan lele!

    • Eric

      I love you lele pons

    • Jady Clovis
      Jady Clovis

      I love u Lele

  • Sarah Bellova
    Sarah Bellova

    I might have ocd and anxiety and watching this made me realize I had a lot of the symptoms...

  • Gaming ETN
    Gaming ETN

    This is my sickness Cold or sipon in filipino And when someone gets mad at someone I cry .-. Edit: I WAS STUCK IN A ELEVATOR ONCE

  • Jose Vides
    Jose Vides

    Pray🙏 for her that she gets better as she is going through this. And If i were there I would help her and most of all Be Her Best Friend and lele don't listen to the haters they are just making you mad more and as I said don't listen to them because we are here for you never be afraid of all those haters and people don't listen to them just be yourself and don't be afraid we are here for you we will always be here

  • Jramsey

    Where is the new episode!?

  • Unicorn Star
    Unicorn Star

    Lele eat dog food 🐕

  • karen trinos
    karen trinos

    sometimes those people who give happiness to the world are the most wounded ones. im glad that i stan u since then and you have my full respect as a viner. rest assured my prayers lele 💖

  • Macy Meeks
    Macy Meeks

    Thanyou so much for this, I was struggling with OCD hardcore for years and thankfully this year it’s gotten a lot better, but just knowing that you struggle with it and you keep creating and living. It’s a huge inspiration to me and i’m so glad i found this video❤️❤️ much love to you

  • IloveBakudeku

    I’m NORmAl I don’t have depression, anxiety, OCD, or any of that Just wanted to say I’m a positive person although I get obsessive over weird things-

  • Raihana Aleesya
    Raihana Aleesya

    we all love u lele pon💕💕

  • Diego Castillo
    Diego Castillo

    Good comments only

  • Gira Luna
    Gira Luna

    I feel very bad I thought that you were just this normal beautiful girl but then when I heard this vid i was very surprised GUYS THIS IS HARD NEVER MAKE FUN OF THIS

  • Katherine Hernandez
    Katherine Hernandez

    I never been a Lele Pons fan just because has done some questionable things as an influencer, but I hope that this docu series brings awareness to OCD. Hopefully in the near future she can use her platform as a positive use and become more relatable.

  • ced vlad
    ced vlad

    Lele pons its okay i have a tiny bit of ocd

  • Kat Judith
    Kat Judith

    You are awesome and beautiful, thank you for sharing ❤️

  • Galya Fletcher
    Galya Fletcher

    I'm proud of you I know it was hard to tell us God bless keep singing love your songs

  • Ashley Muchoh
    Ashley Muchoh

    I'm really so proud of you Lele ❤

  • Amelia Pichardo
    Amelia Pichardo


  • King Atterberry
    King Atterberry

    Good job lele pons

  • Tammy Andrews
    Tammy Andrews

    Oh i'm so sorry

  • Shagun Varshney
    Shagun Varshney

    Be strong babe we love you and u actually make me laugh every single time ❤❤

  • Madison Coffman
    Madison Coffman

    Thank you so much for sharing ur amazing beautiful story and being vulnerable. You are so beautiful and amazing . A huge inspiration to me 💕 much love !

  • Isabella Coloma
    Isabella Coloma

    I am so sorry

  • Angeleah White
    Angeleah White

    I am deaf , I have ocd , and tarrettes

    • Ty Chaney
      Ty Chaney

      What did she say sat 15:32?

  • mel

    I’m sorry for hating on you. I may not like your content but I have gained new respect for you. Knowing you struggling with ocd like me actually makes me feel less alone so thank you for that.

  • Shameka Sanders
    Shameka Sanders

    I love lele dont listen to the haters cause your real supporters love you stay safe❤

  • Jaya Simelton
    Jaya Simelton

    U are amaxing

  • memes bop
    memes bop

    Lele this is a pick of my dad but I’m a little girl and I feel so bad for you I think I have ocd I have things I hat and adicting things I do and I’m so sorry for you

  • Agnais

    You have gained full respect from me since I was a kid

  • Harley Diraddo
    Harley Diraddo

    It made me cry when your friends told you how amazing and nice yu are and your so funny in your videos love you!!❤

  • Sol Echeverria
    Sol Echeverria

    Where’s her Oscar

  • Matter bro Hole
    Matter bro Hole

    And I like your vids a lot

  • Matter bro Hole
    Matter bro Hole

    Lele don’t let the haters get too you you are funny

  • nickiandkara

    Omg I would never do that to you I love love your vids I think thay are so funny love you lele woooo

  • A_Smeezy

    I Love You Lele Pons!! You Will Get through this. I promise you. I will always support from here to the end. ❤️❤️❤️ for Lele

  • king crown with the family
    king crown with the family

    I'm literally crying 😭 my head of love u lele

  • Volunteer Bali
    Volunteer Bali

    Watching your family talk about you is heartwarming. So much love and support. Thank you for sharing, thank you for starting a conversation. We need more about mental health. Sending love 💕

  • Jodie Fraher
    Jodie Fraher

    i have adhd

  • Zeyana M
    Zeyana M

    I would never do that lele I love you

  • Nickola Louise Roberts
    Nickola Louise Roberts

    I love you keep strong

  • alejandro poou
    alejandro poou

    You are the best

  • Vanessa Giba
    Vanessa Giba

    Hi Lele, I know you won’t see this but I also do have ocd and it is very hard to deal with because I always have to close my lights 2 times ( for my parents) close the door again and again and I started this already 2 years ago. I have ocd and it’s only the little things so if I go to a concert or hanging out with friends , it doesn’t do anything but if it’s only closing the door, looking if everything is lock, it takes me 10 minutes to look at one door. Last year , when I was closing my door 🚪 of my bedroom, I was crying because I couldn’t do it so It took me an hour to close my own door. A lot of people don’t really understand but I just can’t control of what I am thinking so you are not alone in this

  • IK Records
    IK Records

    We are with you lele 👍🏻

  • Rachel Collins
    Rachel Collins

    Lele pons, you are my absolute favorite person My mom and dad are always busy working, so you are like family to me I don't understand how people won't like you, it just hurts my head to think how people don't like you I love you

  • Viper Lightning
    Viper Lightning

    I am from Kuwait and I almost got lost in London as a kid because of ocd

  • chloe mcafee
    chloe mcafee

    HEY EVREYONE BEING RUDE APOLOGIZE IN THE comments who agreed with me like

  • Jamie Bankert
    Jamie Bankert

    Magical thinking-positive results by doing XYZ... or negative results by not doing XYZ... The mind is an extraordinary thing and the power of thought and positivity can overcome any disorder. I empathize with your struggle and you are not the only one to face this. OCD is the physical act that is manifested and executed directly from magical thinking.... mind control is powerful. Good luck and all the best wishes in the world to you and the many others afflicted. ❤️

  • Nidhi Pandey
    Nidhi Pandey

    The strongest person I've ever seen in my life. ♥

  • Hayden L 25
    Hayden L 25


  • Romy Blue
    Romy Blue

    this is the funniest video she's made yet :D good job

  • Romy Blue
    Romy Blue


  • David Ferreira
    David Ferreira

    Lele no mater what the people saying about you forgetting about that, i didnt know about ocd it was the first time i hear about it and you make me love you more and more becuase you are a strong person with a big heart. I always watched your vines and everthing you doing and always love the person you are.... I wish one day if it possible to meet this strong person and give you a hug massive hug... Lele keep going with the good work you doing and people think bad its just jelaous about you LOVE YOU LELE

  • Sloth and Tiger POWER
    Sloth and Tiger POWER

    Lele dont lisen to the haters they are stupid

  • I'm just daniela
    I'm just daniela

    I had absolutely no idea , I'm so sorry that sometimes people forget you're human too, that you have a caring family and friends. I respect you so much for showing us this❤

  • EmeraldDiamond72

    I'm glad that people are apologizing for hating on Lele. It's dumb that anyone disliked her because they didn't like her sense of humor so I'm glad some are seeing the error in how they behaved because influencers are people too.

  • Maya Muzzin
    Maya Muzzin

    I go through the same thing Lele. I love you, and I always have, and I always will. 💕

  • hlias sintridhs
    hlias sintridhs

    I can marry you like rn straight up if you come to Greece tho

  • intheskywithlucy

    Anyone reading this who has OCD: You are not alone

  • Mia Moore
    Mia Moore

    You should make a list of 100 things you like ab your self keep it with you until you have those words permanently stuck in your mind. I don’t have the words to express how much I believe you are living proof of perseverance keep going. I have Faith in you.

  • Alan Espinoza
    Alan Espinoza

    Wait is this the new vid

  • Gabby Majos-Pang
    Gabby Majos-Pang

    I'm so sorry for you😭

  • yalexia Lemos Rodríguez
    yalexia Lemos Rodríguez


  • Andrea Langlois
    Andrea Langlois


  • Jimel Saragoza
    Jimel Saragoza

    Well lele will not be sharing the next episode 😶

  • faith rose
    faith rose

    <a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="398">6:38</a> I suffer from OCD and I always thought the stuff I do such as repeating what I do or touching things a certain amount of to get that perfect sense or feeling I've been doing it my life but I thought it was normal.

  • Xx BrøkęñDrêåmš xX
    Xx BrøkęñDrêåmš xX

    Ik how this is because I also have OCD and depression ever since I was 8. You will most likely never know what it feels like unless you have it.

  • lol funny
    lol funny

    Its crazy how the funniest people are literally the sadest

  • Soraya Badarou
    Soraya Badarou

    I feel so sorry 😢😢😢😢😢😭😭😭😭😭

  • Noe López
    Noe López

    Gracias por hablar abiertamente de la salud mental, algo que lamentablemente sigue siendo tabú en muchos lugares y que sufren muchas personas en silencio. Mucho ánimo y suerte para tu vida.

  • Fam 901Day129
    Fam 901Day129

    It is ok

  • Arianna’s Roblox
    Arianna’s Roblox

    At <a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="315">5:15</a>-<a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="321">5:21</a>. I can feel that honestly. Cause that’s me in the same exact way

  • Frank Reyes
    Frank Reyes

    you are brave woman lele!!!!

  • anonymous 0_0
    anonymous 0_0

    This is like a whole new Lele. I didn't even realise that I've been seeing like only 10 percent of that girl. And now i like her even more

  • Rebecca Miller
    Rebecca Miller

    Your so amazing for doing this

  • Sugar Man55758
    Sugar Man55758

    I feel very sorry for her But i still dont think That Shes funny

  • angel andujar
    angel andujar

    momo MOMO

  • Jisoo Ackerman
    Jisoo Ackerman

    I feel this, I know the feeling

  • Tamar Esther Perez Medina
    Tamar Esther Perez Medina

    Por qué elimanaron el de Tourettes

  • Erick Diaz
    Erick Diaz

    Hola soy ilegal pero tu fan

  • Quinn Adamson
    Quinn Adamson

    I feel Bad for You And You are My First Idol From since 2013